Ok... Something is wrong with me. It must be the weather cos i dont have pms issues. I am getting bizzare... by the day. hmmm.. Its like either people are genuinely stupid these days or its me going cynical. Yup, I am known for my super erratic mood swings but I am also known to sniff someone going sour with me from miles away. Hmmm off late I am sensing a good friend of mine turn that way and its non confrontational an issue. I cant tell her and neither can i deal with it. Its not something i can ignore. I wish she understood... or maybe as usual i relax a bit :)

Well that also teaches me a lesson. Not too get too deep into anything... Its true and otherwise. You cant be someone who is just skin deep friendly but then not like people value that... I dunno. Truest of friends do exist... but to get there with them in one piece takes a lot out of you :) cos friends are meant to be treated like gems and jewels. lol... no no i am not mocking the thought but just laughing at the irony :) dont we all at times rub and push and pull only these precious gems? :) happens...

And talking about friends i miss a few of them. Well you could say that its easy to start a talk and get back to talking to them, but then its not that way with some. Time eats a few away... like they are there right in front of us but like in another world. thats like seeing the moon, its right there , but so faaaaaaaaaaaaaaar away.

Well , lets hope i manage to change a few things around in life as long as things are in my control :)

To sara, madhu and a few more friends whom i skipped stones with a few years back :) love you guys anyway

Signing Off
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