Off late I have been having a lot of things in mind that i wanted to blog about. Stuff that was out of anger, happiness, joy, madness, randomness, sorrow, loneliness, irritation... etc etc... but it all kept going back to a familiar point .. Not the source , but a point within my head that i wanted to reach and touch and share these feelings with. But that is not possible and that sorrows me... Not greatly though cos i start to question things based on that. I wonder why at times and the next second i jump up and down twice and try and push the thought away.. Was that point meant to be? do we all get such a point in our lives, from where moving on is not the best option, let alone the easiest?

Someone asked me what my recent post on truth was. Well it simply was about me consoling myself to move on from that familiar point within my head and walk ahead. But then , it isnt possible cos there isn't something as warm as that point in my head. Maybe, yes there were few in the past but what the future looked nice with was this point. No this isnt a guy, but just a time when life was warmer and safer. Where i knew that i could think of anyone and smile. Not the types where i'd head back home with tears in my eyes over a stupid song.

This one month has taught me a lot and i am happy to be a good student.. hmmm.. but i just i wish i stupid being moronic at times. Really!! If talking couldn't solve wars then how would putting back a box of scented candles inside your bag do the trick? *sigh*

Signing Off
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