random realisations 5

Ever been disliked by people for being frank? well i dunno if i am frank but when angered i can hardly hold back my tongue . I don't usually lose my cool anywhere. so u dont have me yelling, shouting or fighting as often. But today i reaaalllllyy lost my cool over something that can be categorized 'trivial' and i shouted at my closest friend at office. Hmmm.. i must not have lashed back so loudly but i did and his face went for a toss and i knew i had hurt him... well before i could say sorry it was too late...

hmm long back i told naveen, i havent learnt the art of talking ( read:communicating) properly and so everyone takes me the wrong way... be it my friend who is now upset or the guy who fails to see that i can understand when he says 'lets just be friends' ..

I cant explain too much but i am going to reform myself.. and to start off i am gonna shut up. i really am... why am i blogging about it? cos you can see if i do get reformed! cos if i do u can pat my back for having become a better human and if i dont then u can laugh at me... and i wont let the latter happen :) so ... hmmm ...

so here goes nothing.... lets see how much of a better person i become by shutting up !!

Signing off ( with some hope :P)
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