25th November 01:35 a.m.

Its about 2 in the morning and sleep waits for me an hour later.. hmmm... after a while i have actually opened up a page for a new post.. it just wasnt happening, the flow, to write a post..

The fan in my room is on slow.. and it reminds me of a story in my 10th standard english book, about children playing during summer..i think it is 'Games at Twlight' dunno why neither am i child nor is it summer... well, the feel is such... plus it reminds me of a story like Malgudi Days.. you know its like a feel , when you touch a cloth, the texture. time feels like that right now!

The air around me smells of Eucalyptus oil or the Dragon Balm! thats cos i have been having an annoying headache for the past few days and i would attribute it to - lack of sleep, watching way too many movies on a 2.5" ipod, thinking and just general bakwas! But now none of that is gonna take my headache away...so the balm...

Oh of the movies that i saw on that teeny little screen, Little Miss Sunshine, Harold & Kumar are a few.. then i also saw few on my system.. Atonement was one of them.. lovely movie according to me ...

I am just very verbally blank... not verbally but just am running out of words to type out here... hmmm... its a phase...not a writer's block, but a WALL! i am not able to focus on a post... and thats alright, maybe my head is doing an F5 in the meanwhile... So to aid so called better writing i want to revert back to my black blog layout cos its comfortable.

Yup, i sound nocturnal cos i like black and call it comfortable. But thats the truth ( and i know thats not how you start a statement) ... I like the dark corners of life.. you see its not eye-blinding bright there... there is a bit of light and a lot of comfort.. and i associate black with silence ( maybe so did Sanjay Leela Bhansali :P) but anyway.. so putting all my so called theories into use i am going back to black!

Hmmm.. apart from which there isnt much i am thinking about.. of course there is the "why are you like this, Anjana?" in my head.. but that is not for blogger.com EVER! cos its like the book in atonement (actually, the book The Atonement itself)

In the movie, the protagonist ( i wanna call her that) ammends for her mistakes with her Last Novel and in that she faces the truth.. accepts it... and well in the end moves on.. I guess i will turn out to be like her... I wanna write a book or two and i know i can hold the interest of the reader for a while ( my blog is an example - good or bad!) but then i want to write it about a girl like me.. and to write that i wanna live till I am 60+ cos only then would i be able to write ( atleast about my wonder years)..hmmm where all i get into thinking thanks to a movie... Sigh the power of Media yet again nailed hard!

Signing Off
A Very Random Me