pages into the past..

'How I wish, how I wish you were here..
we just two lost souls
swimming in a fish bowl,
year after year...'

This song by Pink Floyd, explains how exactly i feel right now.

What could give me solace is what is making me face my fears.
It is the same old thing of a tiny bit of insecurity or an ocean full of love,that makes you to 'want' someone.

In an undefinable, unnamed relationship you are caught inexplicably so.Emotions of one singe a dark hole onto the beauty of the other,
and together they dance vitally in your heart still.

This is a song , song of a craving heart.
A heart that calls out for a sense of companionship
and warmth, in no sense physical.

This song brings in me an emotion like the one between
a broken leaf and a stranded ant in the steady flow of water...

thaneeril midakum erumbuku ilai padagu aanadhe...

am i thus wrong in feeling this way? or is it just the craving that makes me feel justified? Either way, it is another page turned into the past...

Signing off
Me